Today
Today, on this grayish day, I miss all the little things I never got to go through with you, my little one.
"Losses do that. One life-loss can infect the whole of a life. Like a rash that wears through our days, our sight becomes peppered with black voids. Now everywhere we look, we only see all that isn’t: holes, lack, deficiency."
— Ann Voskamp (One Thousand Gifts: A Dare to Live Fully Right Where You Are)
I miss feeling your first tiny kicks and wondering if it was you or my latte.
"Losses do that. One life-loss can infect the whole of a life. Like a rash that wears through our days, our sight becomes peppered with black voids. Now everywhere we look, we only see all that isn’t: holes, lack, deficiency."
— Ann Voskamp (One Thousand Gifts: A Dare to Live Fully Right Where You Are)
I miss feeling your first tiny kicks and wondering if it was you or my latte.
I miss wondering about what a fourth combination of Arbuckle-ness might look like.
I miss watching the rounding of my swelling middle.
I miss smiling as Daddy whispers sweetness through my belly to your little ears.
I miss just knowing that I am carrying a mighty miracle inside my own body.
Mostly, I miss your little face, which I had the gift, the pleasure of knowing ever so briefly.
"Christian hands never clasp and He doesn't give gifts for gain because a gift can never stop being a gift - it is always meant to be given."
— Ann Voskamp (One Thousand Gifts: A Dare to Live Fully Right Where You Are)
Mostly, I miss your little face, which I had the gift, the pleasure of knowing ever so briefly.
"Christian hands never clasp and He doesn't give gifts for gain because a gift can never stop being a gift - it is always meant to be given."
— Ann Voskamp (One Thousand Gifts: A Dare to Live Fully Right Where You Are)
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